warhead - blackout lyrics

[music, lyrics and arrangement by eilen]

... on the backseat of a squad-car he realizes for the first time what he has done and wonders about his bleak future. he's aware of his guilt and tries to justify himself with a blackout ...

oh let me wake up quickly, let me get outta here
and wash away the guilt, the blood-stains on my shirt oh my god what have i done?
why did i use this fuckin' gun?
why did i shoot and kill a man? and a woman, too?

blackout blackout blackout blackout
now here i sit on the back-seat of a squad car
what's gonna happen now? i won't say a word to any of these bastards
they won't make me bow i didn't want to kill these people i didn't want to shoot
this was never my intention
really, i didn't want to....

blackout blackout blackout blackout