who am i trying to fool as the night falls upon me?!
and who am i trying to be when this leads to nothing?!
i need some medication
i need your medication,
these choices i've been making
they make me hate myself.
are you there?!
how i long to be with you,
are you there?!
listening to my despair.
standing right at the shore
knowing life is so much more,
i said what she wanted to hear
pretending that my mind was clear.
it's a lie - it's a lie.
how you wept - how you tried
but i never made the time,
here i go once again
will this ever end?!
i need some medication
i need your medication,
these choices i've been making
they make me hate myself.
are you there?!
how i long to be with you,
are you there?!
listening to my despair.
standing right at the shore
knowing life is so much more,
i said what she wanted to hear
pretending that my mind was clear.
don't make the call
into the room,
it's where i fall.
standing right at the shore
knowing life is so much more,
i said what she wanted to hear
pretending that my mind was clear.
lying - trying to stop this time - i'll stop this time
one step backward chasing after,
a voice inside - a voice inside.
that knows - that knows. |