up syndrome - crushed adolescence lyrics

searching for a song
that sings my feelings
knowing all along
that it won't heal me
torchering my tears
i try to make them stall
i didn't mean to fall

day turns into night
you're still in my head
even though i fight
to forget what you did
my hand held in yours
you can't deny at all
you pushed me to fall
i didn't mean to fall

will i ever walk
in different foot prints
will i ever stop
crush adolescence
emotions i hate
and don't wanna feel at all
i didn't mean to fall
i didn't mean to fall
mean to fall
i didn't mean to fa