garage sale. saturday. i need to pay my heart's outstanding bills. a cracked-up compass and a pocket watch, some plastic daffodils, the cutlery and coffee cups i stole from all-night restaurants, a sense of wonder (only slightly used), a year of two to haunt you in the dark, a wage-slave forty-hour work week (weighs a thousand kilograms, so bend you knees) comes with a free fake smile for all your dumb demands, the cordless razor that my father bought when i turned 17, a puke-green sofa, the outline to a complicated dream of dignity, and a laugh (too loud and too long). for a place where awkward belongs, or a phone call from far away with a "hi, how are you today", and a sign that recovery come to broken ones. or best offer. |