thanatoschizo - dying - i only feel apathy lyrics

now as i am to be bereaft of my troth
i cry aloud my last words of lost hope.
a violent gust of wind is my frame of mind;
huxes like moisture through pores.

i am unwilling to forgive
him who depriev'd me of my life -
gloaming the sequence -
a momentary view.
perishing intervals of rejoice -
my supreme happiness is lost!

baleful emotions of fear - my body is the earth -
the earth is now destined to be made forlorn -
forlorn from the enlivening energies.
am i not anylonger living?

in mournful silence i suffer -
in peace i now will rest.
my hard-working hands
are now reposed.

i close thee my beloved into my heart -
conceal thy memory in my inner sanctum.
in my thoughts thou shalt forever be -
as a dear and precious remembrance.

i'm dethroned in the reign of entity -
my tears descend like of abony -
life is the theatre of tragedy -
dying - i only feel apathy!