i'm seeing tunnel vision in a world that's dark and cold
i can't believe how much i've changed since the days of old
i know
it's temporary but
i need to focus straight
i can't believe i lost control of my fate
i need forgiveness from the people i truly care about
i need support behind my back to help me spit it out
i'm gonna win
i can't afford to blow this one
i hate myself sometimes
i love myself
i need this way of life,
because it holds me.
i hate myself sometimes
i love myself.
if contradiction's the way of life
happiness is wealthiness is healthy
now that i've made it through those lies and deceit,
i think what's done is done and i can't complain anymore
i am sure,
that i have found myself again it feels great
i can't believe i'd lost control of my fate.
i need forgiveness from the people i truly care about
i need support behind my back to help me spit it out
i'm gonna win
i can't afford to blow this one
i hate myself sometimes
i love myself
i need this way of life because it holds me.
i hate myself sometimes
i love myself.
if contradiction's the way of life
happiness is wealthiness is healthiness |