tad morose - fading pictures lyrics

i see myself standing beside my bed bad thoughts are going through my head
over and over i think of the past one good memory came to me at last

every breath feels like a long long time fading pictures are crossing my
mind i want to live my life again maybe i will do much better then

i can't feel the pain i think i'm going insane
heaven... is tomorrow lost to me forever trapped within the hour glass
rising... falling in and out in time slowly
drowning in the sand

i am all alone in this endless dream everyone is different so it has to be
i feel a cold wind blowing through my soul heaven is calling so i have to
go

i have to free my mind from thoughts that i believed were right it's very
hard to understand that this is apart of human life