sadness - the mask of the eldest son lyrics

"i disown you, you and against you
you gave me life, my mother, my father
i disown you, you and against you
i'm the door, light of beyond

paradise or hell, i will only know it once
i've passed them all
i didn't ask anything
now the true face, the rain of darkness
it's my face
i didn't have the time to see the light of the day
hell, i will only know it once

hate is so sweet when it's animated
by shame and vengeance
all the things that i had to learn
were stolen
i prosternate myself...
the angels already come to demand their dues

o, i implore you, i don't know anything of this
a world, my world opens up to me

is it hell or a sweet melody of melancoly?
time belongs, only to the ones that participate
i am what i am
is it hell or a sweet melody of melancholy?
time belongs, only to the ones that participate
i am what i am

"you, child born in blood
in the flesh of the flesh of the cradle
will be the one of the kingdom of death
and your mother: the false
and your brothers: the other you