s.n.f.u. - cockatoo quill lyrics

drinkin again,
i m not thinkin ahead,
i got that shrinking feeling,
that only grows larger,
day by day,
loggers buy lager.

and i m still sitting here,
writing my will with a cockatoo quill,
the one thing i own,
one thing that s not on loan,
one thing i haven t sold, yet.

it s so easy just to fuck it all
and go for the mersyndol,
or something stronger to get me back
on the wagon i just fell off of,
another swig,
one last gulp,
one more tablet to pop,
anything to get me to start
working on what i ve been putting off.

and i m still sitting here...[x2] i
i m on a boat that doesn t float,
and i can t swim,

that s the predicament that i m currently wrestling with and i m going to win,
and i m going to win,
and i m going to win,
and i won t be pinned.