reach the sky - she really loved you lyrics

wasting so much time wishing and wondering what could i do to recapture my past because all my memories seem so much better than anything that i'm feeling today. now its fading away, am i losing hold on the only piece of you that i have left? why is it easy to forget when nothing could take that place you left behind. every night i lie awake worried that each day i am forgetting a little bit more. i need to remember you that way, when i was not afraid to forget. wasted so much time, wishing and wondering. and i wasted my time, wishing and wondering. every night i lie awake hoping my tears will dry, will i ever shut my eyes?