reach the sky - homesick confession lyrics

i don't think that i can handle watching you fade away, another day, without getting a chance to take my years of mistakes. i hope i haven't come to late. i'll do my best to explain once and for all i'm to blame. i can't believe the time i've wasted. is this how growing up is supposed to be? isn't this what growing older means. isn't this what growing apart means? i hope its not that hard for you to find the good in what we've shared because i know its been too long. would you tell me even if you remembered the last time i was sitting by your side. oh, we had good times. i can't beleive the time i've wasted. is this how growing up is supposed to be? i isn't this what growing older means? isn't this what growing apart means?