rapture - (about) leaving lyrics

feeling lonely in a crowd
forever passing a thousand
nameless homes and lights
i tried closing my eyes
i hated my reflection
those bitter eyes
and their thousand hates
this life is slowly killing me
stealing me of every breath
in the end i couldn't care
all i know
is that i hurt
tearing me from my waking hours
is the sweet misery
of a dark day
no matter how long this will last
i know for sure that one day
i will leave with a sad smile on my face