quorthon - fade away lyrics

caught between the dusk and dawn
i numb myself to death yet i'm awake
i'm running out of alcohol
i shouldn't feel a thing yet all i feel is hate

i realise as the night goes by this is not the first time
this maddening pain keeps me awake i need to fade away all i feel is hate

i wish that i'd just fade away, fade away, fade away
i can't cope with all this hate, all this hate, all this hate
i'm so tired still awake, still awake, still awake
finally i fade away, fade away, fade away

i pour another drink coz i can still think
and won't stop aching 'til i'm out of my head
that ticking clock is killing me
i wish that i was dead it wouldn't be too bad

i hope you're fine and well, i say
i wouldn't want it any other way
so please tell me how do you feel
now tell me how's the league, tell me how's the league

i can tell i fade away, fade away, fade away
i'm stuck here just like yesterday, yesterday, yesterday
i miss those jam and pancake days you would shower and i would bade
it feels like i just fade away, fade away, fade away, away

i wish that i'd just...