penitent - my secret garden lyrics

intense pain.
deep is the pain of hope.
a feeling you wish for.
you are waiting for a new era.
impossibility is the name of your hopes.
on the lap of the missing you are carried away.
a thought it is not.
only your own desires.

"in the night you can hear my voice.
in some you hear my painful screams.
when we are apart i have no choice.
then i listen to your voice of sadness.
in the night you can see my wounded heart die.
at dawn you can hear me call your name.
when i return i wish to find you there."

one do not wish to die but to rest eternally.
to rest for ever and ever is again a seed.
a place where i decide who stays or not.
where there is death there is life.
a life beyond the understandable.
a world you can not imagine.
here i feel complete.