penitent - despair lyrics

a deadly suffering filled with pleasure.
a necessity giving you the breath of life.
behind the black mask...
beyond the night.
in silent solitude one dwells in sadness.
death smiles to me... laughs at me.

a millennium of nights shall be mine.
desperate is the senselessness of time.
an ocean of darkness.
unbearable is the pain of doom.
a wretched beast of remarkable dreariness.

the feeling of being abandoned caught me.
a loneliness calmer than any emotion.
the deadly silence.
a suffering expressing the most exquisite beauty.
i felt lost... almost desperate.