penfold - kissing the nightmare lyrics

i've made up this day as cold as the ocean that we crossed on our way back to reality
a place we hate but a place we left to become friends of bottles and friends of sorrow
where i watched you dance with the smoke that leaves your mouth and swirls around the air
like a ghost
who are you
we can't breathe forever
you taught me that
so i'll just spend these days screaming, "who are you"
why can't i be myself, why can't i see you one more time