paradise lost - channel for the pain lyrics

i live all alone, i wonder why?
i live all alone, i wonder why?

see me shaking never making
all my life and there is no other way
til i m old enough and hit the ground,

never choose, because i m here just to lose,
besides a win would just release,
and just maybe solve my minor problems

don t wanna seek, i wont make a demand,
cause i m taking all the things
that prevent me from knowing the truth
don t wanna seek, i wont make a demand,
cause although my mind is breaking
my existence makes a channel for the pain

i live all alone, i wonder why?
i live all alone, i wonder why?

see me taking never giving all my life
and there is no other way
till im old enough and hit the ground
i only lose cause i never did choose and all the loneliness
that s there is just the core of all my problems

don t wanna seek, i wont make a demand,
cause im taking all the things
that prevent me from knowing the truth
don t wanna seek, i wont make a demand,
cause although my mind is breaking
my