paradigma - best regards lyrics

as i lie here, knowing i will
(never) get away from here
(alive) through death...
no one can do anything but to wait
as i slowly wither from within

soon i won't be able to move
(will i see the land)
soon i won't be able to speak
(where my ancestors sleep)
soon i won't be able to think clearly
(will i ever journey home)

dying faster, thinking of all things unaccomplished
ideas only i could ever carry through
all my dreams discarded before my time is due

i will float into the ever
if there is an ever
i will only know for sure
when it is too late for me to tell you

so i'll just give you my best regards