pale forest - mentally deranged lyrics

there's that something in your eyes again
i can't get you to speak
i try to catch your gaze
are you watching someone else?

i try to hold you up, but you go limp
and you feel so cold
i try to get you to communicate
but you are stuck, controlling your own fate

can you hear me?
i think maybe not
can you bear me?
holding on to what i haven't got

and so i swallow the bitter pill
turn my back and head for home
tears in my eyes and fading will
please don't leave me alone

can you hear me?
i think maybe not
can you bear me?
holding on to what i haven't got

a snap of fingers and you're back again
your eyes turn to warm
but there is something which will now be changed
now i'm the mentally deranged

can you hear me?
i think maybe not
can you bear me?
holding on to what i haven't got