pain - fade away lyrics

press my face in the dirt
see how long i can hold my breath
pour some salt in my wounds
i am just someone who doesn't
fit in your world

how can i smile with your gun to my head
how can i reach out when you're holding me back
i am just so tired of everyone who's trying to save me
just save yourself...

fade away
i wanna fade away

you give me your hand, i don't want it
i'll rather drown on my own
you try to give me relief, i don't need it
i'll rather put the gun to my head

bitterness is calling inside
i am already damned
the fire in my soul is slowly dying
you know destiny calls my name

fade away
i wanna fade away
fade away
i wanna fade away