oomph! - (why i'll never be) clean again lyrics

take a look at my life
do you see what i need?
(you) better give me the knife
(you) better leave me to bleed
i hate my lies - i hate myself
i hate my lies - i hate myself
take a look in my eyes
do you see what i see?
(you) better take my advice
(you) better listen to me:
i can see i will never be home again
i can see i will never be whole again
i can see i will never be free again
i can see i will never be me again
read my mind -
now you can see
why i'll never be clean again
i could lift you up,
be your clown, make you smile
i will fuck you up,
take you down, make you cry
take a look in my face
and then kiss me goodbye
don't you know that i like to be a scapegoat?
(you) better drop all your faith
(you) better leave me to die
don't you know that i like to be a scapegoat?
i can see i will never be home again
i can see i will never be whole again
i can see i will never be free again
i can see i will never be me again
(i hate my lies - i hate myself)
(i hate my lies - i hate myself)
read my mind -
now you can see
why i'll never be clean again