occult - through dark and light i dwell lyrics

unpleasant signs i have made
i drugged myself with alcohol
cut myself with a razorblade
a pitty there is no live phonecall
(to order) a trip to hell already made
keep going, every step i fall
hallucinate, seeing shades
oh help me up, to face the truth

please, oh please don't let me live
i can't stand this all
oh lord, oh lord, please send me back
to the very depths of hell
i'm seeing things that you can't see
i cannot stand the heat i feel
the burning pain inside me is real
through dark and light i dwell

through dark and light i dwell
i feel my life going down the drain
through light and dark i dwell
i feel the end of my life drawing near