occult - one way out lyrics

seeing, my life as it is
no purpose, no goal, no destiny
feeling...my feelings are numb
what the fuck do i care
violence...is my only way
disagree and you will know why
religion hands no answer to me
a solution can not be found

i don't know what to do
climbing the walls of sanity
i can't take it much longer
these days of ongoing torment

hatred...is all that remains
directed at all i see
why are you judging me?
point your finger at someone else
you stop talking to me
i don't believe a word you say
no one has an answer for me
a solution must be found

i don't know what to do
climbing the walls of sanity
i can't take it much longer
these days of ongoing torment

there is only one way out

suddenly i know the answer
blood is flowing from my whrists
soon i will depart this world
and will be free...

i'm getting cold, bloodflow
grows weaker, i'm almost there
i can't await the altered state of total freedom
my life is dripping away, it all changes today
i will not repent, for now
i see my misery ends...free at last