today things change i've been so fuckin' scared since i picked up the phone
trying to escape from me
my heart i can't think straight
on the beach waves so free
and so calm as a lake
and like me i'm so dead awake
so i hold on to what i got
for as long as i can
but now it's fallen
apart in my hand
and it's so hard to understand
that i can't see you again
and i hold on to what got
for as long as i can
and now it's fallen apart in my hand
and it's so hard to understand
it seems like you're here with me
i just wanna see you again
today things change
why couldn't it be you
when i picked up the phone
the things i'd say
if i could have known
you won't be there
when i got home
looking for answers why
it's so real it's not fake
and why am i so dead awake
please just one more time
i wanna say good-bye
ill wait for you
i'm not scared
i promise not to cry |