napalm death - the icing on the hate lyrics

cut the line - i'm suffocating
cannot feel - without i'm aching
desire lost - my heart is racing
i feel cursed - am i mistaken
doomed to walk the path that's chosen
regret - a mountain yet to climb
belief - that pain will ease in time
embrace - a life that i betrayed
the icing on the hate...
trapped inside - this self-addiction
forced to see my own afliction
through the eyes - deseased reflections
kaleidoscopic - death in segments
a second chance at resurrection
the high of high's seemed endless
the shapeless fear ascending
ride the carousel of punishment
the days of dazed emotions
and spells i cast seem broken
ride the carousel of punishment
cards are down - a choice needs making
look a the past - or keep on dreaming
pulled the plug - for now i'm winning
closed the chapter - new beginnings
closed the chapter - new beginnings