this is not how i need to remember you
my dreams lie outloud but they pull me through
as i- wonder how i'm breathing
(when) my eyes have failed to find you with me
well here i lay motionless standing still,
holding on to what i thought that was,
but you will leave me and lie until my
last breaths
hating how you've left me
even if i could scream it'd only be half a sigh- of what i think of you
as i- fail to find you with me
here i wait for your descent to the ground
opportunity for hate, to write you out- of my heart and my last dreams,
to bury you pathetic and oridnary
just like how you left me now
hate how you left me n |