marilyn manson - i want to disappear lyrics

look at me now i have no religion
look at me now i'm so vacant
look at me now i was a virgin
look at me now grew up to be a whore
they all want it
and i believe it
i'm a million different things
and not one you know

chorus:
hey and our mommies are lost now
hey, daddy's someone else
hey, we love the abuse
because it makes us feel like we are needed now
but i know
i wanna disappear

i wanna die young and sell my soul
use up all your drugs and make me come
yesterday man, i was a nihilist and now today
i'm too fucking bored
and i want it
i believe it
and i want it
i believe it
by the time i'm old enough
i won't know anything at all

chorus (repeat to end)