marilyn manson - fundamentally loathsome lyrics

i want to wake up in your white, white sun
and i want to wake up in your world with no pain
but i'll just suffer in a hope to die someday
while you are numb all of the way

when i hate it i know i can feel but
when you love you know it's not real
no

and i am resigned to this wicked fucking world
on its way to hell
the living are dead and
i hope to join them too
i know what to do and i do it well...

when i hate it i know i can feel but
when you love you know it's not real
no

shoot myself to love you
if i loved myself i'd be shooting you (repeat 6x's)