madison - my present darkness lyrics

the night was black and blue moonlit, with endless memories
the future was so clear, so
you'll never call me again
silence played so blatently
never shed a tear

i won't accept the facts
never take you back
you know i want you to
your heart i can't track, or counter-act
what is left to do

if i thought i knew what you want to do
i wouldn't have started this relationship with you

you tried to hide pain i felt
heal the damage that you delt
window breaking in my vains
wish you felt the same
as i weap myself for weeks
tourchers always at its peak
fake monopoly of hate
shadows darken me through fate