my anger is a sign of disgust with myself a stewing serenade, i hear the sirens on their way the chemicals inside of me just kept on swimming through my veins maybe i should make a move and try to leave this all behind i listen to the absence of noise dead summer breeze, i m inflated with suspicions seems i ve identified again the criminal of my intent imagine exercise invents the same routine to reinvent i m just a cold face on the street, slow and somber in my pattern i m just a friend you ll never meet i am the love that never happens my days exist in meaningless ways i need a way to shake this i m making lost time famous my heart goes rushing to my head, whatever happened to me? weeks bend forward, i m aware i ve been living in reverse i always hesitant, like the future is engraved roots here grow really deep their network beneath the city screams its structured kinda madness i always turn away back to a safer fate i always hesitant |