labrat - diary of a piss drinker lyrics

left alone - with fingers bleeding
try to claw - something worth keeping
on my knees - and bleeding
and you just don't give a fuck
a new betrayal - fucked hard again
stripped to bone - by one more set of friends
tear it down - no feelings of shame
set up to be knocked down again

you have
no morals
twisted
selfishness
i hate you
kill you if i
wasn't gutless
foul taste
of piss
in my throat from you
and i invited you in
i fucking let you in

i stare into the mirror - clutching pride
eyes tell the truth - i cannot hide
another piece of me - has dropped and died
and now i lie here crippled by my life
pride and sense of worth in a world of hurt
are falling off me - and i can't get them back
try to fight and love to hate - i build a wall
against my will to protect from another attack

>from the endless queues of bitter shits
who wait in line with spikes and knives
with evidence and opinions of what i am
they don't know me and i do not even like them.......cunts