my beautiful scars, bleed the words that i carve
self mutilation is my belief, scabs off the wounds of release
my beautiful bliss, crystal clear black abyss
depression i find entwined inside,
injected right into my spine
sinking inside - dragging me down -
mental flesh tears - my twisted spiral of despair
my beautiful war, sacrifice i adore, a mass ricochet
bullets that stray, sad how the innocent pay
the mirror i face, isolations embrace,
reflecting my souls sad epithet
smiling though my eyes are dead
my requiem piece, vicious circles decrease,
waving as i drown everyone stares
my well trodden spiral of despair |