insecurity my one true friend
my symphony still my requiem
tranquility still what i most hate
my philosophy breeds to spite your distaste
i who am i? what is this place?
why am i here? why am i here?
my oblivion stands my one true light
my repulsion has passed my heartaches a blast
my redemption my hell with which to reunite
my depression descends now i will arise
i will follow my hearse to my own funeral
i will rejoice in it's sadness
i will rejoice in my loved ones' tears
i will return back to my mother's womb
i will rejoice in it's silence
i will rejoice in it's darkness
i feel loneliness in a crowded room
my heaven's much like a desert dune
i cry out no-one hears tears god only knows
my emotional needs, how much my heart bleeds |