keepsake - color by number lyrics

and i remember when this used to be fun.
now it holds such a dark place all the friends i've lost.
is it because of me?
they said i couldn't do it but i still swear i will.
songs of woo, so dad to see them go.
soon i'll pull the best trick of all.
soon i'll just disappear.
color by number, it's not just a game but it's part of me all the same.
was i too blind to see?
or was it just cold hands and feet.
all the friends i've lost, was it because of m