in grey - like this lyrics

a river of deceit runs through me
it's drowning me from the inside
what put me into this
i never meant to hurt you... like this

why, hurt the ones we love
twisting emotions the other way around
the spring of it all being envy
i never meant to hurt you... like this

now i finally know
which way things might go
and now i finally see that
i never meant to hurt you... like this