in grey - i think lyrics

pain, darkness, despair: my life weighs me down. when will i, a righteous man, see
the light that i think i so much deserve? what have i done to be punished this way?
when will my time come? or will i forever wander in darkness:

please god help me die!
help me away from all in this world.
don't let me search for death like a lost fucking bird,
if you can't let me into the others happiness.