i farm - puzzlement lyrics

thought of what you said
tried to understand
went back to my house and fought myself to sleep
we got lost, i don't know how
i just know you're giving up
drain the excess from the swell in my head
fell out and made my bed
i don't feel like me
we got lost, i don't know how
i just know i'm fucking up
we got lost, i don't know how
i just know you're giving up
it's too much to see right now
it won't work if we're out of luck