gholgoth - melancholy sadness lyrics

i am standing in the garden of grief
in my solitude, i sit under the tree of
sadness.
once i was a gardener
i bedded some seeds,
the seeds of hope, i cherished with my tears.
they became beautiful trees, but terrifying
and huge shadow-keepers of edenic savageness.
now with an empty soul
i'm sitting under the tree's shade
and yearning for...
the autumn blaze.
i see it, hissing the song of autumn
trying to allure me, with her glittering eyes.
the empty-dead soul i have
now painfully disappeared.
the dreams are my hopes
sadness is my friend...
forever!

the dawn of destiny is near
i die without a hope under gray shadows...
i see a dancing angel
who stirs the wind with her wings,
she is twisting like a serpent
and her touch is like cold spittle!
withered angel!
withered angel!
angel! - i close my eyes...
angel! - i sacrifice...
angel! - i will die...
withered angel!!