gardenian - courageous lyrics

existing for chaos
to harm conceive and lie
twisting all straight answers i'm a fake
silently respectfully i move behind your backs
secretly suspiciously i create my little lies

i seem to have forgotten the truth
as well as story
nothing no longer adds up
regretting my conviction to be as every one
hiding my solutions deep in my pride

i am here for you
i am here for you

no one longer listens
i have a hard time to reach out
might they have discovered all my wrongs
i guess i never realised the problems
that i've caused
i guess i have myself to blame
for trusting all those lies

i must reach out explain these lies
i just don't have the courage
to do it at this time
i must reach out explain these lies
i just don't have the courage
to do it at this time