thought i could fake this thing alright
thought it could somehow get me by
watching the doctors as they slide
needles into my eye
thought i could finally get around
laughable symptoms keep me down
faces i see all keep me blind
and now they re redemption s mine
now that i can t exchange actions for words
now that i found these inside fears the worst
now that i know there s no place left to hide
can i become all i thought i might
as the leaders who follow the path of whoever was standing round them
call to say what i m missing and into a detail they always go
don t believe them but offer condolences under the circumstances
all too often i m missing the spirit to fit in so call me out
thought i could soundly sleep tonight
positive clear and breathing right
panic attacks, panic attacks me now
seems like a fair redemption |