farmakon - stretching into me lyrics

i want to tear my thorn away
the shadow of my end
once more i see less than yesterday
the vision escapes

i cry for oblivion
the obscure image embracing me
alone i can't heal what once was scarred
still reminder

slowly - i spread myself open
willing - to float through this rain
slowly - this emptiness is turning to pain
again - i draw back in fear

deep inside me something always screams
but i hide it all under my skin
i wouldn't want to masquerade
deep inside me something always screams
but i just keep myself still
i can't care of anything anymore

injured by a blade of black
as i tear my chest open

take this dream i hold
it's cracked and it tears me
take it as i hold up for you
i don't want it anymore

maybe i've just always been
the one to await the dawn shall not rise
i don't want to be
to exist in the world of lies