elbereth - four roses in my heart lyrics

deep inside the bloody war, i just feel the shots of guns
and i dream of being a bird to fly far away from my home
four roses in my heart their thorns defend my feeble hope
four roses in my heart, like oceans growing in the sand
i don't believe in gods nor in future lives, i've learn to be strong
i wake up, hearing a painful song, and one voice
in every drop of rain that longs for a white dove.
long time ago i understood my own existence
nobody will save me, so i just own my inner endurance