when i'm in this state of mind
i'm wishing i was blind. sometimes life is
more than pain, to me
i feel the power of my grief. death would be
such a relief. all the secrets that i hide
would die, with me.
depression is my only friend. will this
torture never end? let me carry on to
the dreamers sky.
i keep crying in my dreams.
can you hear my endless screams?
when i fade away i fade, away.
[chorus:] this fluid on my cheek, it drains me
i get weak. my heart is cold & bleak
black blood. black tears.
life is like a masquerade. in dept to myself,
but i can't pay. soon i'll call it all a day, away.
i've never felt what you call guilt.
i still believe "do what thou wilt"
my sorrowwill destroy the world i've built.
[chorus]
[music and lyrics by swan ;]
[arranged by swan ;/larsson]
[leadaguitar by swan ;]
[keyboards by swan ;] |