earshot - tongue-tied lyrics

last night i dreamt that you were dead
the only way that i could find
to clear you from my head
i find it hard for me
to get past all the shit you did to me
in spite, at night, i try in vain to get my mind back right

tongue-tied
i feel so terrified
i'm so sick of being on my own (this feels like suicide)
tongue-tied
i feel so dead inside
struggling in a world i can't control (this feels like suicide)

somethings are better left alone
completely out of sight and mind
never to be told
i find it harder to express the things that no one else can see
but me, sometimes, i wait for days to get my mind back right

some say waiting
taking my own time is all i can do
should've known you'd have things to hide by the look in your eyes
i can hear the words loud
(and now i finally understand this feeling of uncertainty that leaves me now)