earshot - not afraid lyrics

don't leave me alone
i'm feeling so numb
i need you to be here, i need you to call
and everything's wrong
a beautiful shame
and everything's ugly, hazy, and gray
doesn't it hurt?
trick and control you
deceive and destroy you
doesn't it hurt?

[chorus]
i'm not afraid
of these feelings here inside
i'm sure someday
i'll let go of all this hate for you...
i'll let go of all this hate

does it make you feel inside what you've never felt before
did it promise you a life, but that left you all alone
doesn't it hurt?
trick and control you
deceive and destroy you
doesn't it hurt?

[chorus]

doesn't it hurt, you?
doesn't it hurt, you?
doesn't it feel, sick?
that i'm on my way

[chorus]

i won't come around no more
i'll just let you go away
i won't come around no more
i lost my way
really lost my way
so..
really lost my way
so..
really lost my way