cardigans - communication lyrics

for 27 years i ve been trying to believe and confide in
different people i ve found.
some of them got closer then others
some wouldn t even bother and then you came around
i didn t really know what to call you, you didn t know me at all
but i was happy to explain.
i never really knew how to move you
so i tried to intrude through the little holes in your veins

and i saw you
but that s not an invitation
that s all i get
if this is communication
i disconnect
i ve seen you, i know you
but i don t know
how to connect, so i disconnect

you always seem to know where to find me and i m still here behind you
in the corner of your eye.
i ll never really learn how the love you
but i know that i love you through the hole in the sky.

where i see you
and that s not an invitation
that s all i get
if this is communication
i disconnect
i ve seen you, i know you
but i don t know
how to connect, so i disconnect

well this is an invitation
it s not a threat
if you want communication
that s what you get
i m talking and talking
but i don t know
how to connect
and i hold a record for being patient
with your kind of hesitation