if this is the end, then i guess i'd better take one look around. my heart is beating, faster than i can count on both hands and this is my own dark secret. i know you all tried your best. why couldn't i find a reason, good enough to get some rest. and after i'm gone. don't even think about it, don't ever think about me as i am. there was a time when i would laugh about it. i thought it'd never happen. i'm just fine. a final warning, if that's what this is i swear that i'm done. tomorrow morning. i'll flush all the rest down i promise. but deep down i know i'm lying. i see it in my reflection. in-between lines i'm flying but crashing fast. why couldn't this last. |