bayside - poison in my veins lyrics

the night skys black and im awake lying on the ground. the grass beneath my feet is hard and cold just like ive come to be. the stars are gone behind the clouds and i cant see a thing so ill just let my eyes stay closed just like me, i cant open up. cuz im alone and i dont see a chance to fix this head so just give up. write me off, pretend i dont exist. theres something in an empty bed that makes it hard to close your eyes. it can eat at you until they both turn black and blue and all you want is a reason you should live or a way for you to die. the grounds opening up. im falling down below and then this fall into a place that i dont think a child should know. and im screaming out a name that could never pass my lips. the poison in my veins that got me through her kiss. and now im too hung up on that to have anything with you.