bayside - if you're bored lyrics

dont mean to scare you but ive not been sleeping lately and phone calls arent doing much to help. so if its all the same id just ask to never have to offer explanation or excuse again. well make believe every day we make our lives seem like theres too much living when we find out in the end its only us that weve been kidding. so find the darkest place and search under blankets for me. smothering myself in this darkness. im lying down tonight and youre not lying with me but honesty doesnt sit so well on you. some things you just cant fake. just another stupid drama, they go on notices for you and you only take it in when theres nothing else to do. but you wont mind, wait for all of this. i cant go away for all of this.