a.f.i. - no poetic device lyrics

i've been dreaming. i was lucid. i was dreaming blood was seeping from my pores.
who'd believe that it was all my own decision? cracked faces and medicated smiles.
set fire to my home before i turned and walked back in.
for even needle open my chest and insert ten pins.
i just anticipate what awaits when i awake... break.
i die in my daydreams. the gardens have all been overgrown.
i pushed my hand through the thorns to crush the final rose.
a deadly secret only i suffer to know. i can't eradicate what awaits when i awake... break.
i die in my day dreams.